Showing or having a refined and graceful mind or wit.
I… wrote. I wrote! Writing isn’t any harder, making up stories is just as easy as ever. Something is wrong with me perhaps. Writing is supposed to be a monster! Perhaps because the stuff I write are not what I really care about. No lump in my throat, or rather no lump in my throat right now when I’m writing it. It takes a lot to get me the lump, like lying on my bed in the dark pretending to try to get to sleep. Hard? Hard.
I guess now is really just the time to spew out whatever that’s on the fringes of my mind, and when I grow older I’ll owe it to myself to really excavate everything out of me.
On the other hand, is it fair to blame the environment? My room is so BRIGHT I can’t think with all these light it feels like morning again, instead of night and I work well at night. I am a semi-darkness person.@1 week ago